i’m trying to keep calm. to not cry. to not think. to just be here in the moment. but its hard to do that because there is no moment here. i’m stuck in the past.
Matilda walked the ten blocks to the library and devoured one book after another. When she finished all the children’s books she started wondering around in search of something else. So, Matilda’s strong young mind continued to grow; nurtured by all those authors who’d sent their books out into the world. Like ships onto the sea. These books gave Matilda a hopeful and comforting message “you are not alone.”
Knowing that you shouldnt have done it, but you did it anyway, thinking that it would be different, and then it wasnt.
I know i’m selfish with you. :( i hate it too. I’m trying not to be, but theres nothing else i love more than you, and i don’t know what to do.
“Butterflies can’t see their wings. They can’t see how truly beautiful they are, but everyone else can. People are like that as well.”